The Mask

It has been a busy morning.  I have finally been able to pick up my medication, which is a very good thing.  As much as I wish I did not have to rely on medication, I do understand that I do need it currently.  It helps me keep better focus, be a better mum, and be happier.

I had to put my mask on to go to a birthday party.  As much as I appreciate the love and support from friends and family, sometimes it is easier to pretend that things are okay.  And sometimes with the help of the mask, I can actually come away from a social gathering feeling a bit more content with my day.  The mask helps me to get through the social gathering without making things end up being about me.  It helps me to be the mum I want to be, making sure my child is enjoying herself and playing nicely. 

Sometimes when I get home, it is nice to leave the mask on for a while, so that the good feeling will not go away.

BTW, if you are wondering what my mask looks like ... it looks just like me, only happier.  It is a metaphorical mask.  However, if it was a real mask, I would imagine I would want something that looks a bit like this: